Monday, January 10, 2005

Feel that my cousin is quite close with her bf family... not bad... and i know her bf also get along well with her family... coz my aunts and cousins all beri friendly den quite open minded about BGR de... hmmm.. dun know whether CNY she will bring him along or not... beri beri long never see her le... kind of miss her... last year never see her at all except CNY...

some things are going thru my mind now... kind of no mood now la... sian... Tests.. family.. friends.. i am stressed la... i need to destress la... i wan to go kbox la.. i wan to beach la... i wan to play la... argh... i wan to scream la... this time is not i think too much le la... its juz that these things need to be think lor... ai ya... fuck la... nobody will understand wat i am thinking now except for myself... coz its my brain which is doing the thinking... even though i tell them... they may feel that its not important at all.. but its important to me lor... i am not like them who is so easy going... so cheerful... i am not like that lor... i wish i can be like that... i think i used to be like that but now i am not... i am so serious about things now... i think its no good lor... too serious le...
ai ya... never mind la... argh.

huici blogged @ 5:59 AM.