Friday, July 15, 2005

Think sometimes i juz cannot fit into the group..i am a bit upset now.. i cannot say i am a beri good fren.. i am juz the type who will not like rellly enjoy fun de ba.. that's y cannot fit in... and i always change my mind.. it's not abotu u all.. it's me who has the problem... you are right.. i always like that den they a bit dun like me ba..

i thought of describing myself..
i am someone who expects to get back wat she give..
i hate loneliness..
i am possesive..
i discovered that once i get into a relationship... i wont be able to fang xia so easily..
i am contradicting..
i need alot of love, care and concern from all the pple who are close to me..
i think i dunno wats fun..
i am greedy..
i dun like to upset pple and dun like pple to upset me..
i am selfish..
i like fairness..
i cry alot..
i am lame but not funny..
i am not independent..
hmmm.. maybe i dun know wat kind of person am i..

as i have said b4.. or maybe never.. i dun like year 2 now..
but i am glad to have a fren like jess.. a bf who is always by my side listening to me but beri seldom gives advice.. haha.. but this is good.. coz this means he wont side anywhere... a family which always prepares dinner juz in time i reach home and we can even "order" wat we wan to eat.. haha.. really love them alot..

btw.. poh san.. u today first day of sch right.. good luck.. an hope u enjoyed ur first lesson... btw.. i really cannot be ur model for the pluck eyebrow one.. bcoz of some reasons.. haha... sorry again... going to ask u to kbox soon..

huici blogged @ 1:38 AM.