My exam's finally over and now ipp's coming.. gonna start attachment next monday.. and i only had 4 days of holiday..
I called dear dear telling him tat i am scared of ipp.. he asked me why.. i dunno why.. or maybe there are too many reasons that i dunno how to say why..

It's been a long time since i worked.. and so fast ipp's coming in like 2 days time and i didnt really rest much.. have been busy with projects and exam for the last 1, 2 months.. and i am now going to work..

This ipp is something different from the jobs i used to work in the past.. the job's definitely diff.. u have to be more serious.. the task that is going to be given to you sure is more different wat u did and learn b4..

Going for ipp soon is like a new phase of my life.. haha.. dunno.. like from primary sch u go to sec sch.. from sec sch.. u left ur good frens and went to poly.. and now poly.. u will be separated from ur frens and going for attachment alone..

I am scared tat pple there will not be nice.. scared tat they will be beri strict with u.. scared that i wont be able to do well.. scared tat i will have no time for him.. and he will have no time for me coz he is working also.. and my hours are like 8.30 to 5.45.. scared that maybe suai suai.. he is working night everyday for the whole week.. and den weekends.. he has something on also.. scared tat i duno like the company.. scared tat they expect u to have initiate and i dun have..

I dunno.. maybe i am thinking too much.. it's juz ipp.. right? haha.. but i am sure there will be frens who are also scared of so many things like me..

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