Finally 2 tests are over. dont feel so stress le.. but i feel VERY stupid after doing today's test.
I had Services test on tuesday. The paper was so simple until it was difficult. My ans was so simple and direct that i was not sure did i write the correct answer. U get wat i mean? and i spent so much time studying for the test but out of the 4 lecs, only 2 lecs came out. wasted my time studying. shit.
And i had International Business test today. omg the paper was SOOO difficult. I studied beri hard for the test last night and memorised the difinitions and advantages and disadvantages and understanding wat is IB all about and their different terms but they didnt test me on all those that i am familiar in but on the things that i am not sure at all. SHIT MAN! and i didnt even finish my paper bcoz i did not enough time to write after thinking wat i should write.
I feel so stupid and useless after the test. studied but like nv study.
And today i juz found out that u muz have GPA of 3.6 den u can get into NUS. i thought getting into SMU is already difficult and NUS might be easier to get in but now getting into NUS is juz as difficult. Also, i found out that one of my best fren in sec sch got 3.7 for her GPA and she is the top student in her course and this makes me feel even stupidier..
I regret taking biz course. I regret appealing to nanyang. i should have juz shut up and study Accountancy in Ngee Ann. or maybe i should have chose engineering. maybe i will do better in tat.
What's the use of regretting now? 3 years have passed and i should look forward. start thinking real hard wat should i do so tat i will not regret anymore.
Feeling super sianded now and i dun feel like doing any projects le.
huici blogged @ 8:35 PM.