My friends will be applying for SIM this coming week but i won't be applying. Today's the last day to apply for University of London in fact but i didn't go. I know i won't be able to get into any of the government uni therefore i decided to go UOL but i didn't apply bcoz the application ends todays, i haven't found a bank loan that i can take and i dun have money to go uni and pay for the bridging courses that starts on 3rd april.

i was upset and am still upset.

i wanna study. i wanna continue to study and get my degree. but i dun have the money to do so. i have to decide EVERYTHING by myself. my family didnt say anything at all when i say i want to go uni and they didnt ask why when i told them that i didnt apply for SIM. i dun blame them but all i want to hear was juz some supportive words from them. its okie that they cant afford to pay for my uni sch fees, its okie if i had to work and study at the same time but all i juz want to hear from them is that even though they cant afford but they still support me going uni.

and now i have to work for 1 year first den i can apply for UOL. when i am working and earning money for my studies, my friends would be going sch to study or maybe working and studying part time but i have to give up studying for a year. and when finish their degree, i will still be studying.

lesson learnt 1: set aside some money for ur children's education in future. even if i wont be used for the child's education, it might be of a big help when something important that concerns about money happen.

lesson learnt 2: start to think more maturely. i am 20 years old already. its time to think wat i want and do.

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